some days you just don't feel like mustering up the energy to act happy. things keep going wrong. and nothing seems to satisfy.
you question everything you do, everything someone says directed at you. you eye a plane soaring in the air and you wish you were on it, going anywhere but where you are at.
these are the days you really need to sink into every motion you make. folding laundry, washing dishes, cutting vegetables.......make these habits make your life make sense. when you're questioning the big things and aren't finding any meaning, find the meaning in these everyday small things...these nuisances we have to do to keep our life in order. and as you sort your laundry, your life will sort itself out as well.